Protecting My sanity

I decided to write this series of random thoughts for a multitude of reasons. First
of all I've been writing notes on my drive-thru window at my store for a little over a year and have received so many thank you's, I felt it would possibly open up viewing for a larger audience. Second there is a lot about this world that truly upsets me. I don't know if I've seen too much too early or if I just care too much.
Writing has always been my best form of communication, possibly because I have an uncanny ability to close up when I'm upset. The last reason I'm doing this is the problem with my beliefs. I believe in going with my gut feeling, and this feels right. You now know the reasons and soon you'll know more about me, probably
way too much. One last declaration before I begin my journey. I never have cared
about how others perceive me for the most part. I've accepted that I'm different
internally than 99% of society, but I feel at the same time I can converse with that same amount of people. More than anything in life I just want to understand what this world is truly about. Hopefully someone out there understands or at least feels a little bit better about where we live. If I can accomplish this, than it will be all worthwhile.